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LOCK AND LOAD, BABY.
THAT'S ENOUGH TALKING.
LOAD.
AIM.
FIRE.
that's all there is to it.



Melissa is CAUGHT BETWEEN THE COLOURS OF A BUTTERFLY.. (:


and,by the way,this blogskin works best in Mozilla Firefox. (:


BULLSEYE.

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cosplay; LOLITA`ed . <3
S.M.A.C.K for MINDS . 050807 . :D

The Melissa Effect ;

melissa
kirreli/intristique
-IKAN-Bilis
--x3Mel-chan
Mosuke Kiyokawa -san! :D
o11192
平安
8039 is integral to my life.
♥8039 for life.
bpps <3
cgs
msn || friendster
1c2 'o5
2c2 'o6
3s1 'o7
4s1 'o8
cur-iie
npcc ♥
kucheengs `06
sunshines `07
npdp `o7, GOH 2 ♥
CRESCENT RALEIGH `07 ♥
mortal of gloria
angel of yiling
angel of janice (x
i am a TREE. (:
i am a COSPLAYER.
i cosplay SWEET//CLASSIC LOLITA.
i'm also a PUNK LOLITA.
LOLITA.LOVE<3
CHRNO!
KANAME!!!
SYAORAN!! ((:
wodeaiaii.
SUNSHINES.
PURE LIT.♥
VAMPIREKNIGHT.
ROSARIO+VAMPIRE.
THEGENTLEMAN'SALLIANCECROSS.
WJULIET.
WILDONES.
HANA-KIMI.
HANA YORI DANGO.
BADRELIGION.
ONEREPUBLIC.
ALKALINETRIO.
PARAMORE.
THECLICKFIVE.
P!ATD.
HINDER.
AUDITION.
I'M A LEVEL 26 BACKUP AND I'M PROUD OF IT.
TURNED AMATEUR ON 290507.
TURNED BACKUP ON 281107.


THREE IKANS AND A VERY EXTRA CLAM.
IKANS RULE!
DON'T DENY IT!
IKAN(KURAU + BILIS) = SPASTIC!

IKAN(KURAU + BILIS + KUNING) + LOBSTER + CLAM = SEAFOOD PLATTER!<3
and yes, we're having lobster tonight!

-IKAN-Bilis
-IKAN-Kurau
-IKAN-Bakar
-IKAN-Kuning

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you know you love intristique . :D


ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX
SEVEN TEMPTATIONS!
你还是我的月亮!♥
& i love you. i really do. so please, pull that dagger of doubt out of my heart.

& you shouldn't have started if you didn't intend to finish.

& so it's all about you again.

& i'm wondering when you'll tire of my petty ways.

& you've touched the corners of my heart.

& this is give and that is take.

& your admiration , my adoration.

& i'll keep playing with your heartstrings.

& tramps like us , baby we were born to run.


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shots


WANTS.

what would i wish for my birthday or anything else ? (:
mostly i'd prefer spontaneous gifts. (:
but other than that ,
i absolutely ADORE/LOVE :
✖ A white or black pullover with the words "Takuya/Miku/Shun/Junji-kun loves Melissa" printed behind . :DDDD
✖ The Twilight Soundtrack . :DDD
✖ Porno Graffiti - Melissa . :DDD
✖ The Killers album - The Fuss . :D
✖ MATSUJUN ! :D give me matsujun and i'll be one uber happy fangirl .
✖ ipod touch . :o!
✖ soft toys .
✖ manga books .
✖ cosfests . <3
✖ cosplay - lolita outfits . (:
✖ cosplay - chokers . (:
✖ bishounen ! <3
✖ cute stuff .
✖ zen neeon .
✖ zen neeon skins .
✖ hinder . ;D
✖ literature . <3
✖ accessories .
✖ 2part keychains to be shared . :D
✖ shoes . x3
INK bag .
✖ Wild Ones manga . :D
HANA YORI DANGO JAP DRAMA !
✖ hana-kimi manga . :D
HANA-KIMI JAP DRAMA !
✖ miss whatever ! :D
you . (:
your admiration . xD
✖ time to be spent with friends .
and the thing that i'd love the most is ,
for you to understand me without me revealing too much . (:
and sincerity . (:
that'd be the best gift ever .
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PASTS.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008

BANG.


MusicPlaylist


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1. Superstar - Lupe Fiasco
2. Apologise - OneRepublic ft. Timbaland
3. 4 Minutes - Madonna ft. JT
4. Walking Disaster - Sum 41
5. Pieces - Sum 41
6. Still Waiting - Sum 41
7. With Me - Sum 41
8. Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
9. Goodbye Mr. A - The Hoosiers
10. Hello Seattle - Owl City
11. The Saltwater Room - Owl City

RECOIL.

THE SLAPHAPPIES :D
ORIGINALITIES (:
6L 2oo4!
alex
andrew/boiisin
angeline/moli
aqilah
bojia
bryan
candice
cassandra
chantik
charlotteeee goh
charlotte sim
cheryl
christabel
cindy
club SunshinE
ctwo
danny
darkf0rce2
danitza
geelyn
gerald
gloria
heav3nlylov3
janice!!!
jiahui
jing ning
jun xian
kaiqi
karen
lijun
lingling
liying
mandy/manman!
marie
marietta/kurau!!!
my fanfics
nadia
padma
phinie mei!!!
rachel
rayhanah
revival!
roger
sandy
shaa
sihui/xero!
tenille
venus
wenwei
woon yeow
wilbert
wing hay
xiang liang
xin shen
xiong chen
yi an
yi shuen
yingtian
zhan yu

sunshines <333
SUNshines
tkd squad
dhanusha
hazwani
hyeon
kelly 平
madhumita
mun teng
wu shuang
zarifah


SHOOT.
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Thursday, September 27, 2007
6:12 PM

gomen-ne , monkey ?
sorry i didnt go down for recess yesterday okay ?
mrs g was having amaths . (she stole our cme period)
and mdm k said she'd come in during recess but she didnt .
so alot of us ended up waiting for nothing . )x
gomen gomen !


it's funny that some people agree mdm k's ways of doing correction is shitty .
oh well .


it's kinda mean the way they talk about it .
i mean yeah , well , okay , so what if they arent that sociable ?
so what if they cant fit in ? why do they have to be discriminated like that ?


I CANT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER <3
I WANT TO GO OUT AND CELEBRATE WITH CHARLOTTE AND TEEVEE FOR CHARLOTTE'S BIRTHDAY AND MINE (:


I NEED SOMEONE TO TEACH ME STOICHOMETRY & THE MOLE CONCEPT . PLEASE .

and i'll officially die of chemophobia .

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, September 26, 2007
9:06 PM

LMAO . today is a weird day .
jacinta was being blind so she scolded me for writing so many words wrongly T_T"
j: it must be the melissa effect ! her words are so tiny that people dont want to look at them so much and end up thinking they're right !
HAHA . GREAT REASONING >D
I'M SO GLAD I'VE GOT THE MELISSA EFFECT .
ROFLMAO ;D

anyway , other than that ,
mr l was being weird =.=
mr l : MELISSA .
m : *looks up*
mr l: so , you can anot ?
m: er .. *nods*
mr l: sure ah ? see you do this like so stressed , see you pumping the lamp also so stressed !
m: *stares* o_O"
mr l: *walks away*
THAT WASNT THE END OF IT .
mr l: eh , you all so relaxed ah .
g,d,a,h: yeah , haha ! :D
mr l: aiyo , compare you all to melissa , you all like very out of place !
weird isnt it T_T"
anyway , the reason why i was stressed was because you were there chem was being frustrating .

introduced pearllyn to First Kiss :D
IT WAS SO NICE , WASNT IT ? :D

anyway , bickered with rebecca about diffusion .
and no we do not mean diffusion of particles .
we mean diffusion of human beings . xDDDDD
from a region of high concentration to a region of lower concentration ,
a concentration gradient is set up .
and there's no phantom force pushing/pulling you , rebecca !
for once , i did not want to belong to the dark side . ):
BECAUSE REBECCA WAS THERE ! >D
haha , just kidding . xD
but anyway , you went along with peer pressure because you went to the side with more people . ):
bad beckyyyy .
haha . xD


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, September 25, 2007
10:05 PM

the HK finale was so wonderful . :D
though i really want it to continue !
and i'm now on First Kiss . (:
Inoue Mao !!!! :D
after First Kiss ,
Deru Toko Demasho!
:DDDD


we dont love you .
HA . you think i care ? I DONT LOVE YOU GUYS EITHER .

what's this they're putting us through ?
pre-parental training ?!
at this rate , we'll be sprouting white hairs and getting worried about grandchildren by the time we're relieved !
WHAT IS UP WITH THIS ?
oh well , fine , maybe they're trying to instill qualities in us .
but hell , why ?! it's stressful and irritating .
now i know how parents feel when their children tell them they hate them or say mean stuff to them .
SHIT .
thanks for the stimulus , but i'm not ready to mature yet , so you all kindly behave well .

bitch .
it's tiring to talk to you .
and i can determine that you have a one-track mind .
do you expect everyone you meet to give in to you ?
one day you'll experience someone else who'll give you hell if you arent able to give in abit .
i hope you experience it soon .
cause i'm so bloody irritated having to deal with your childishness .
"P.O !" as quoted from chantik . :/
i'm praying hard that i wont have to talk to you again .
i know you dont like me , and i dont like you either .
i'm glad that again , this feeling's mutual .
seems we've passed the stage of polite , superficial chatting .
so , is this your real personality ?
i have no idea how i'll live with you for another year !
so you'd better prepare yourself for hell .
i'd advise you , review yourself .
everytime i think of your words , your tone , EVEN YOUR FACE , i feel like puking , punching your face , kicking you .
CANT YOU SEE HOW MUCH I HAVE TO GO THROUGH AS WELL ?
NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU YOU YOU , YOU KNOW ?
suddenly , i just dont want to spend time with you anymore .
SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS , PLEASE .
when you think of it this way , it's no wonder why your friends evade you . (:
talk to me when you can ? no thank you .
please dont talk to me even if you're dying to .
i dont want to talk to you , even if i do , remember everything remains on the superficial layer .
i'll give you back what you throw at me .
so if you want our 'talk whenever we can' talks to continue , you must be wanting more shallow things to talk about !
GREAT ! LET'S TALK ABOUT YOUR INTELLIGENCE LEVEL .
i know you've got people surrounding you that will back you up .
you've got all sorts of shitty excuses to give me .
you know what ? I DONT CARE .
either you deliver , or you get the hell out of my sight .
fine , i wont degrade you that much anymore .
oh dear , what if you suddenly get diagnosed with inferiority complex after what i've said ?
it's not as if people would care .


let's see what mk said about her daughter xD
mk d: 妈妈!我大了,你就是老了?
mk: 对啊!
mk d: 所以,我老了,你是不是死了?

LOL . O_O
coming from a young girl , kinda morbid eh ?
but still , i cant believe she sees it as 'cute' .
funny anyway xDDD


;melissa
PUNKPUNKPUNK (:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Thursday, September 20, 2007
7:13 PM

i feel so insulted today !
so , i have decided , I SHALL NOT TAKE TODAY'S INSULTS TO HEART ! T_T"
first i came to school , and i was met in the face with "mel looks so malnourished ! must be because of np" from jacinta . T_T"
rawr ! i so do not look malnourished okay !
and even if i do , it's not because of np !!!!
then , when ml called us out , she was searching for me .
and then she was like "melissa melissa where are you ?"
*raise up hand*
ml: OH THERE YOU ARE ! sorry ah , you're so short i couldnt see you .

OMG T_T"
i shall not take offence , i shall not take offence .
RAWR .
RAWR .
RAWR !

yay xD
I PASSED SS TODAY !
SAY YAY FOR ME :D
9/12 , not bad huh ?
considering i have failed every single freaking ss test this whole year .

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Wednesday, September 19, 2007
6:48 PM

CRESCENT SEC 2 `06 BINTAN HUMANITARIAN LEADERS !
IF YOU ARE STILL INTERESTED IN GOING TO BINTAN TO HELP THE CHILDREN THERE ,
PLEASE CHECK YOUR MLG ACCOUNT .
many of us would like to have the original humanitarian leaders back again . (:


i conclude that ms goh likes to scare me randomly .

mg: MELISSA! you've become darker!
m: *stares blankly*
mg: you're in npcc is it?
m: yeah.
mg: no wonder.. you all went for camp..

mg: MELISSA! have you been growing taller?
m: no.. not really ..
mg: not really? you seem to have grown taller.. since january..

T___T"
everytime she says something like that , she'll always say my name really loudly .
and then i think i did something wrong just that i dont know what i did wrong .
and then she ends up saying something wierd like that =.="
(anyway i appreciate the growing taller part BUT NOT THE DARKER PART T_T")



A Millionaire's First Love is a beautiful show (:
spare some time to watch it , even though i still favour jdramas over it .
cant wait for HK EP 12 to come out !
FINALE >/
i really think Hibari's a bitch Nakatsu's cute . xD
NS: JULIET ! JULIET !
NM: calm down romeo .
-----and also ASHIYA xDDD---
AM: why are you angry ?
SI: *ignores*
AM: *looks intrigued* *leans closer and whispers* are you .. on your period ?
SI: *surprised*
AM: HAHA JUST KIDDING ! ^^ *walks to desk*


LMAO xDDDD
and i really cant wait for FiLLaC .
some idiot criticised it . :/
who the hell do you think you are ?
it's a nice storyline and you dont like it ?
then get off FiLLaC's case .
it's such a nice story that you dont understand it .
asshole
SAKURAxTOMOYA FOREVER (:
and for TGA ,
MAGURIxSHIZUMASA(the double , of course) FOREVER .
ROFLMAO I DONT MEAN THAT .
actually i do ..
THEN ..
HAINExPOSTMAN FOREVER . :DDDDD
though maybe HAINExMAORA would be really nice ..
okay ... shall stop thinking of weird pairings x.x



;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, September 18, 2007
4:20 PM

i could hear your heartbeat ,
i could feel your pulse .
but the instant i opened my eyes ,
you were already gone .


i love my friends ! <3
i appreciate all your concerns .
i really love it when you guys are able to make me laugh when i'm down .
i really am grateful to those who ask me how i am when they know i've had it bad .

i also know that i've been really mean to somebody .
as cruel or cold hearted i want to be towards you ,
i still feel the nagging feeling of guilt at the back of my head .
still , i am unable to push away whatever irritation crops up when i talk to you .
i'm sorry , maybe we just shouldnt be friends ?
is that what you want me to say ?
i've tried talking to you , i've told you the problems i've had with you , but again , you just tick me off . real bad .
i'm not the person you want me to be , and you've shown that you cant be the person i want you to be either .
so , keep on your side of the turf and i'll keep on mine .
i dont want to hurt you anymore . because i know i'll be hurting more than just you .


i cant wait for exams to be over .
well , they havent even started , but ..
OH WELL . :D
I MUST GET FiLLaC ! (:

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Friday, September 14, 2007
10:08 PM

Quarantine

In the worst hour of the worst season
of the worst year of the whole people
a man set out from the workhouse with his wife
He was walking-they were both walking-north

She was sick with famine fever and could not keep up .
He lifted her and put her on his back
He walked like that west and north.
Until at nightfall under freezing stars they arrived .

In the morning they were both found dead .
Of cold . Of hunger . Of the toxins of a whole history .
But her feet were held against his breastbone .
The last heat of his flesh was his last gift to her .

Let no love poem ever come to this threshold .
There is no place here for the inexact
praise of the easy graces and sensuality of the body .
There is only time for this merciless inventory :

Their death together in the winter of 1847 .
Also what they suffered . How they lived .
And what there is between a man and a woman .
And in which darkness it can best be proven .

Eavan Boland


this is a really nice poem that i came across since a long while .
for lit students , it's recognisable as the unseen poetry practice assignment .

;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



9:52 PM

you of all people should be familiar .
because it's you i've opened up to before .
i dont want to see you sad anymore .
it's hurting me more than it's hurting you inside .

i really wish that you'll make up your mind .
before you amplify the damage you're already dealing .



i know you're a nice person .
and you cant bear to hurt anyone ,
especially because they're both close to you .
but since you're so experienced in that field ,
you should know what it's like .
i wish i could pat your back and make you feel better .
would you want that ? quite obviously not .
in your current state of pessimism , you obviously arent in the correct frame of mind to make such a huge decision .
just remember this , okay ?
i'm always right behind you all the way ,
i'll give you support and help you if you fall .
whether you show me attitude or that indestructible pillar of your strength ,
i'll always still be behind you .
because i know there always will be a time when you need a hand .
whether it's supposedly or not supposedly triangles ,
i'll be rooting for you .
whether we're back at square one or moving on to square two ,
i'll be watching your back .
do you get me ?
cause i do get you . (:
dont think you have to take the load yourself , i'm here for you .
after all , that's what friends are for .
and i'll always , always be your friend .
lastly , thank you for being my friend .


;melissa

p.s. i'll wear punk for you one day .
and yep , i'll be damn cool like you anticipated . (:

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, September 11, 2007
4:04 PM

OKAY , i just ripped the whole post off zee's blog .
sorry zee ! *shakes head apologetically*

anyway after promo mel, dhanu, hazzie, pearl and i went to kfc for a very late lunch
VERY LATE. about 4. ahaha.
kelly joined us a bit later, because she wanted to go home first and change and stuff.
MT and ameerah joined us even later after they came back from school after keeping the rifles


dhanu is shy

hazzie also shy ah hurr

haiyah, ameerah is also shy today. what's up with everyone?

from left: kelly (with the wierd expression), pearllyn and dhanu

hazzie, what the heck do you think you are doing

mel. you know you're not innocent. :/

pearl; my sexy subject of the month :D

hazzie. thinking mode.

wtf is this

kelly. sms mode.

mel has shot you down. you're dead. :D

pearl has fallen asleep while standing up! wow!

wtf is this (2)

ehh? o.o

ehh????? mel are you trying to dig hazzie's nose?

ahahahaha. i'm stuffed. and dhanu is no longer shy.


lately , i've been reading BATTLE ROYALE .
in case you didnt know .
LOL . i love ShuyaXNoriko .
OR EVEN MITSUKOxKAWADA .
IT'S SO SICK BUT IT CAN HAPPEN !
anyway , i really want to join British Council .
then finally , english proficient people !
YAY :D
PEOPLE WHO WONT STARE AT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF FREAK BECAUSE I JUST SAID A WORD THEY DONT KNOW .
so here's a thought for less-than-proficient-english-speakers :
IMPROVE YOUR ENGLISH PLEASE .
IT'S DISGUSTING TO HEAR YOU MUTILATE THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE .
ENGLISH DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE SO SEVERELY ADULTERATED BY YOU .
THANK YOU .

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Thursday, September 06, 2007
6:11 PM

OMG ! I'M DONE WITH SIHUI'S EDWARD ELRIC SKIN . ;D
SIHUI : if you dont recieve it by email , please ask me personally .
btw , i cant send it on notepad since there're some characters that'd go missing . T_T"

ANYWAY , from making that skin , i found out about a song ! ;D
it's called Melissa(メリッサ) xDDD
sung by Porno Graffiti .
and , I SHALL BUY THAT CD . xD
since it's got a song with the same name as me !
AND THE ALBUM IS NAMED MELISSA TOO ! :D




okay , gotta prep for promo .


;melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.



Tuesday, September 04, 2007
8:19 PM

SAY YAY , CAUSE DUREM PAWNED THE OTHER TEAMS . ;D
and we pawned them by ALOT , i must say . ;D
still , anyone who's a kind soul & a gaia-er ,
PLEASE DONATE <3
my dream avi is :

I'LL LOVE YOU IF YOU DONATE <3
THANKS !

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.